I hope you will find and read Inside Out and Back Again by Thanhha Lai. The story takes place in a year. It is the journal of 10-year old Ha and captures the changes in her life from Tet in 1975 (Year of the Cat) to Tet in 1976 (Year of the Dragon). It is a time of turmoil for Ha. She has lived through the fall of Saigon, escaped her country on an over-crowded boat, become a refugee on Guam and then Florida and been is sponsored by a family in Alabama. Once there is Alabama, she must learn how to survive in a place that holds little welcome or respect for her differences, nor any love for her homeland. The book is written in verse. The words are beautiful, clear and precise. Here’s one entry:
Wishes
I wish
Brother Khoi wouldn’t
keep inside
how he endures
the hours of school
that mother wouldn’t
hide her bleeding fingers
that Brother Quang wouldn’t
be so angry after work.
I wish
our cowboy could be persuaded
to buy a horse.
that I cold be invisible
until I can talk back.
that English could be learned
without so many rules.
I wish
Father would appear
in my class
speaking beautiful English
as he does French and Chinese
and hold out his hand
for mine.
Mostly
I wish
I were
still
smart. (p. 158-159)
There is hope as the new year approaches. Ha and her family will make a new home and find comfort and happiness once more – Ha will always long for home, and yet know this “is not so bad.”
Part of this story is autobiographical. Much of what Ha experiences, is what the author experienced. She captures the feelings and emotions clearly so readers have a window her world of confusion, hurt and determination.
Combined with A Million Shades of Gray by Cynthia Kadohata and The Buddha’s Diamonds and When Heaven Fell by Carolyn Marsden readers canl learn much about Vietnam – the country, the people and the process of healing and begin to understand a bit more about loss.